The Pieces Of Me

When I look back over my life these past 8 years so many pieces of me has been broken and missing. Losing my mom and then 4 years later losing my husband; I didn't have the chance to put those pieces of me that was lost and broken back together after my mother passed away before more pieces of me shattered when my husband died. So when I think about it I have been on my grief journey for 8 years now collectively. I didn't even realize that until just as I was writing this. So many pieces of me has been broken and I have been struggling to find and put those pieces back together. The pieces that I speak of are Joy, Happiness, Love and Security. Losing both my mom and my husband broke me apart.

So I sit here now thinking about those pieces and how I will put them back together because those pieces are me! Those pieces make up who I am! I can't be completely whole again without them. God said that we have everything that we need already inside of us but for some reason I am having a hard time taping into those things because I feel so broken. Scripture says in 2 Corinthians 12:9, " But He said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness. Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weakness, so that Christ's power may rest on me." So I know that although I may feel weak Christ's power is within me. I may feel like those pieces are broken/missing but God said "That HIS grace is sufficient for me." So everyday I pray and stand on His word that those pieces; Joy, Happiness, Love and Security will find their way back to me and once they do the places that were once broken will mend again.

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